[ Last day . 08 ]*

it is blooming...

because of you...

[ Happy New year... ]*

[ 火车站 ]*

记得“千与千寻”里的一幕...

火车轨道顿时变成大海....

火车像在海上开驰...

我真的好喜欢这一幕...

还是记得...

生命就像是搭火车...

手持着想要去的地方的票...

坐在火车站..

等着那一列火车的到来...

一张票...

是不是就代表拥有一个位子..?

我想我有...

坐在后端...

看着窗外的风景...

我想这才是我想要的...

我不是过客...

我只是坐在不同位子的乘客....

[ 想要你幸福... ]*

[ 08年的最后四天 ]*

回顾08年做过的事情...
其实记得不多...
都是靠照片来寻记忆...

08年20岁...
不再是十几岁的丫头..

明年将步入21岁...
人家说的成年人...

感觉不多...
只是觉得...
真的不一样了..

自己该为自己的未来做决定..


最让我记得的几件事...
+ 学会摄影..
+ 认识了一班令我觉得真的很真心的朋友..
+ 最开心的生日惊喜..
+ 认识了生命中的过客..
+ bobie的离去..
+ 课业上的压力..
+ 遇到预料之外的人..


开心的不开心的都有...
温暖，窝心，感动的一直都在..


我是幸福的...

感谢身边的每一个...
感谢你们在我身边... =)

说声对不起如果我做了不该做的事..
说声谢谢大家的照顾... =)



*补充 : 谢谢默默地陪我睡了两年，我并不孤独... =p

[ 短到 ]*

...
...
...

好想一口气洗一百次头...

好想一瞬间过了两个月...

好想一直宅在家两个月...

...

...

...

[ Christmas Eve ]*

This year is slightly different than last few years...

even though we were eating Mcd in car..

driving all the way to reach a place..

but the feeling still ...

sitting at the side there.. seeing "seafoods" walking around..

someone said that.. seafoods were infested the area..

haha.. reli agree with u..

the coldness of the weather..

the moment of sharing everythings..

heart to heart..

It's simple..

and I just like it.. =)

Merry Christmas...

[ you are special.. you are unique... ]*

[ 爱心面包 ]*

所谓的爱心面包...
笑死我了..

Bui Bui : " 请问你要什么面包~？
这里有三角形包，爱心面包，幸福面包，可爱面包~"

心想...
你的每个面包应该都是一样是面包

不一样名而已吧 -.-"

算你有创意...-.-"

看见面包上的心型吗？

p/s: Bui Bui..是我表妹

[ 心里有爱看什么都是美的... =) ]*

[ 内心话 ]*

每天不停地在和心对话...
外表呈现的却是沉默...

很想说...
很想聊...

原来我也很爱发牢骚...
说了很多无聊和废话...
就连妹妹都有点顶不顺...
"姐...你很废 == "
"谢谢... -.-".."

开着电视，按着remote control...
相信我...
就这样的动作...
从早到半夜..
每个channel的节目重复了几乎4，5遍...
remote control的button都快被我按烂了吧..-.-"

我不懂...
就想一直这样悠闲...
自己也搞不懂为什么..
想怎样...
怎么会这样..


救我...
我必须做功课...!! T.T

[ 灰零 ]*

灰色总是和伤心结伴...

看见的脸孔都覆盖着一片灰纱...

屋里的每一个角落....

都藏着你的影子...


为你哭泣的...

为你遗憾的...

为你操心的....

都不及每天照顾你的妈妈...

你确确实实带走了我们的欢乐...

每一晚听见的哭泣声....

每一天看见的伤感....

都让我觉得很落寞....

susu也显得孤独...

我...

不想再哭了...

[ Thanks for the every moment... ] *

[ 致..天堂的你 ]*

不敢相信会有这么一天...

还记得以前妈妈把你带回来时...

你的毛很乱很乱....

哪有poodle是这样的....

但心里还是很开心多了个玩伴...

那一刻是多么地短...

真的很短很短....

软弱的你无力地依畏在妹妹怀中...

不停地呼唤你的名字..

戏剧化的情景在我面前上演...

送去诊所当儿...

妹妹打电话告知...

bobie的心跳停止了...

我们的快乐也随着脱落...

电波还来不及转达给予反应...

以为只是小事...

看着你被装在箱子里...

还是不肯相信...

触碰你冷冰冰的身体...鼻子...

这一刻的真实感...

把我给惊醒...

模糊的视线...
把我的话都给冲散了...

眼帘看见的你是多么的安静...

怎么不动了...............

不动了吗...............

bobie...?

想把我的温度都给你....

别这样好吗...

记忆里每天蹦蹦跳跳的你突然躺下....

眼睛闭了...

今晚开始没了你在我旁边...

再也看不见你睡着的样子...

bobie.. 你真的很可爱....

15.12.2008

永远记得....

爱着你...

[上天堂要乖乖....]*

[ 我想说 ]*

想说对不起....

感觉自己不够执着...

想问...

我是不是常常給人有一種不太真實的感覺..

[再次内疚....对不起....]*

[ Early Morning ]*

Cloudy day again..

a call in the morning..

make me warm.. =)

[ Bukit Panorama 林明山 ]*

YEA.. we make it ~!!

but too bad.. it was raining heavily all the time...

too much of mist.. cant shoot nice nice view and photos..

sweating and wet.. but funnn~

<<>>

florence's son.. Tan Yer Yer ! my 1st time..>.<

i look so happy in the photo... actually.. i m veli scare ><"

Conclusion :

xiao mei... NO SUN thr ...T^T

without u thn no sun...

but we stil quite happy..

all the day sleeping in house..

cold cold weather.. =p

Bukit Panorama...

to who seldom sport..

think wisely before climb it..><"

[ 天气一直变 ]*

晴天..

雨天..

阴天...

大热天...

昨天...

今天...

明天...

大后天...

天气不断地变..

日子不断地过...

我们也改变了...

该附属的不再是附属..

该依靠的不再是依靠..

忘了在哪看见这一句...

"世上唯一不变的...

就是变..."

[ 我们都变了.... ]*

[ 意外... ]*

就在我没预料之下...

意外突然闯入我一直坚持的花园...

惊觉...

坚持的意念慢慢地淡了...

[ i guess it was just randomly met.... ]*

[ ♥'s 绿茶蛋糕 ]*

wee..~ miss this green tea cake so much...

Early morning..(actually nt reli early..i woke up 11 sumthing ><")

cloudy day.. mum went penang for 2 days..

yum yum... enjoy my green tea cake vf sis..

nice nice.. :3

Yesterday xiao u brought us to ss15 for dinner..

and passed by RT Pastry House..

GREEN TEA CAKE ..!

both of us.. feeling wanna eat too..! wee.. bought it..share half..

feeling so good... although little bit headache.....><"

[ 不停地跳动... ]*

[ 风很大 ]*

风在吹...

心在飘...

漂浮不定....

歌在唱...

心在寒...

突然好想你...

只怪风很大...

把你的思念吹回来...

你在哪里....

[ 1 day trip with auntiesss ]*

wee... went a factory trip with mummy.. and auntiesss... well.. 4 factories we went in a day.. medicine factory, chocolate factory, sea cucumber factory and rice factory..

Sea cucumber.. See.. thy are in the water and wet.. after process, dry and hard ..and expensive=.="

After that, next station was Beryl's chocolate factory, love the art direction of those poster.

dis trip reli gt no leng zai..as i had mentioned.. reli a trip with auntiesss, lucky still gt a little super cute gal..~! chubby chubby and looks like a china kid.

End of the day.. tired.. bored.. but its fun out vf mummy..

Coz.. i dun hv 2 pay XD

The funny part was.. my ex schoolmate's mum.. went to the trip too..

and she.. asked me help to build a bridge to gather

bk her daughter with her ex..(both oso my ex schoolmates)

well...>.<" gt my hp number summore.. to check my progress..

WELL..

if i so free help ur daughter to build their bridge..

y dun i build sendiri punya bridge >.<"

nwdays aunty... is so cute ...=="

[ 早安早安 ]*

woohoo.. morning ppl..! (kena influence by xiao mei =x)

today woke up at 9am.. slept around 12 sumthing .. a long time din practise dis kind of sleeping time >.<" and the weather now is.. little bit cold cold... niceeee..for me ^^ coz i reli dun like hot hot day.. well.. its was after rain.. biao jie woke up, momo thn xiao u (she overnight here ytd).. THN.. lol she morning edi can so hyper.. reli pui fuk.. since every1 woke up edi, weee, lets play the song " 晨之美" by errr.. ya, 卢广仲， and started to 对啊对啊..~ XD

momo said.. we shld every morning play some syiok morning song, to make ourself much more conscious..!

mirxu ... AGREE..


nice weather.. nice mood.. nice.. no class today ;p.. for those HARD working on 3d modeling.. jiayou..~ ^^

everything is alright ...

[ 假扮的天使 ]*

以为都坦白...

以为都没有...
以为都很好...
以为都没错...


有太多的以为...
令失望升到高空....


被瞒着的感觉不好受...
看清了...也是时候....



对我们真好....


没什么...只不过是淡了...



假扮的天使....


[ 原来好人也是坏人.... ]*

[ 不好不对 ]*

感觉不对....

所以没了....

天气不好....

所以哭了....

人物不对...

所以独了..

心情不好...

所以闷了....

不好不对...都在这...

欢迎光临...

[ 鱼水干了... ]*

[ 点点点 ]*

da da da da di da... di da...

da da da di da... da di da...

da da da di da....da...

di da da di da....

..........................................

点点点点点

几时才会连成线...

也许...不是点..

也许...不是线...

也许...什么都不是...

也许....那是个句号....

没有开始...就停止....

[ 永远就一点. ]*

[ RandoM Photo ]*

Accidently found dis photo from my mum's handphone...

I think it was taken around half year ago..

Honestly...

i just like the way i smile in dis photo...

it is...so...so....cute* XD

shld say it is so "real"

lalala~

becoz i was taking photo with dog.. no doubt..

tat dog is super duple cute*

[ 希望快乐可以散播...把不开心的都去除... ]*

[ 11's cupcakes ]*

recently so "heng" cupcakes coz of momo keep on shouting about cupcakes.

There are 3 cup cup cupcakes there,

at 1st 11 draw the first 1 without colour,

second and the third.=="

(p/s: 11 is wayne,33 is me.)

[ 1st cupcake ]

♥ Wayne says: (1st cupcake image)

♥ мirxu¨ﾟﾟ･ says: yee.. why dis cupcakes bo colour de.. ==

[ 2nd cupcake ]

♥ Wayne says: (2nd cupcake image) 33 dun like the cherry thn i change to blue berry..~

♥ мirxu¨ﾟﾟ･ says : waseh.. (the colour..like kena poison><")

the colour... o.o"

♥ Wayne says: msn not much colours ><"

♥ мirxu¨ﾟﾟ･ says : but but but..the colour of cherry nice marr

[ 3rd cupcake ]

♥ Wayne says: (3rd cupcake image)

♥ мirxu¨ﾟﾟ･ says : ..............................

♥ Wayne says: 33 dot dot dot....

♥ мirxu¨ﾟﾟ･ says : no marr, i terkejut waseh gt the 3rd cupcake~!!

then....

♥ Wayne says: (with the broke cupcake) too late liao

11 d cupcake heart broke jor

T_T

♥ мirxu¨ﾟﾟ･ says : ............><"

to show my sincere and happy of receive those cupcakes ~!!

i post it to blog XD

lalala~~

thx 11 punya whole set cupcakes~!! special nia XD

[ 随兴的快乐 ]*

喜欢随兴地走...
喜欢随兴地吃...

随兴随行...

随兴的决定..
随兴的开心...

随兴的睡...
(不是跟人睡)*
最合我意..^^

习惯在家发霉了...
好久没这样出去一整天了...
果然...好容易累...=="

[ 花粉给的幸福味道.. ]*

[ Triple Z Day ]*

1st Z ...

today i m late again...

every friday..

every morning...

i m sleepy...

zzz...

2nd Z...

today we went Zanmai sushi...

with my lovely friends...

and..

enjoy the moment...

3rd Z...

today after business class..

sumthing happened..

i feeling want to eat cake...

practise what normal girls did to fulfil their desire...

went Zen...

tiramisu..ya.. its mean i love you...

May be it is hard.. but i cheer i wish and i hope too.....

i believe it is a way to make me feel better...

[ End of triple Z... tired day ]*

[ 静静的... ]*

原来...沉默说得更多....
不停地在心里重复...

一遍又一遍...

那感觉就越是深厚...

静止自己平常的习惯....
不正常的事物慢慢地变迁....

视着越来越远...
越来越远...

除了无力...
自己的懦弱更是清晰...

无法跟心接近的陌生人...

[ 我想回到原点... ]*

[ 软软的心情 ]*

(被我kuso后，其实它真正的样子不是酱的＝＝＂)

昨晚去popular看到它被撇在７０％折扣区...

它．．．一直用着很可怜的眼神盯着我看=.="

了解我的人都懂．．我很善良的 ;p

所以就既然那么便宜，做下好心人收留它^^

脸太大，肉都被挤皱了＝＝

其实它是eye mask来的．．．

可是我比较prefer拿来当滑鼠包．．

如果拿来当eye mask,我的脸就看不见了　=.="

软软的，好好垫．．．

心情也变得软软的．．．

懒得．．做功课 ( T-T ")

今天感觉有点被耍＝＝＂

中午表姐说一起吃午餐然后陪她走走下．．

结果人家特地没课还出去陪下她．．

去到pyramid她说不能吃太久，要赶回公司．．

鸟．．那我特地出来陪你吃一下．．．

还好．．她识做，请我吃sushi king^^...那也不错．．

想说叫默小姐出来陪我下．．既然她三点有课嘛．．

答应了．．默到我吃完了．．才call说．．"我我．．很懒惰出来．．"

"．．．．．．．．"

"．．．．．．．．"

ok...还叫我顺便打包回家给她＝．＝＂

表姐就撇下我了．．(T^T)

好的．．就回家算了．．走到MNG,表姐call..

"你在哪里？我的customer's appointment取消了，有点想走走．．"＝＝

" 你想怎样？"

"o...还是算了,我留在公司..."

"无言..."

写得好长．．不好意思= ="